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Name: Louiza
Birthday: 3/4/1985
Gender: Female


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Tuesday, December 06, 2005

...BoyZ aRe ToyZ ...


Thursday, December 01, 2005

Leave (Get Out)

I've been waiting all day here for you babe
So won't you come sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
I hope you know that when it's late at night
I hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone) could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want) is just a chance to say

Get out (leave) right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know, about her (move)
And I wonder (why)
How I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time (waste of time)

Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold?
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must've gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

i wanted you right here with me
But I have no choice, you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breaking
With every word I'm saying,
Boy I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these eyes (ohh, ohh)

Get out!

Get out (leave)
its the end of you and me(You and me)
It's too late (now) (too late) (you)
About her (move) (why)
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time (waste of time) (ohh)


Wednesday, November 30, 2005

plz.. first u pushin me down into a deep, dark hole ..

then you noe pretend to help me up..

wat u want to do is..

...to push me down again to a cliff...

..so i die...

please let me go... no one is helping me, coz you took all of them away already...

i dunno wat you want noe...

i m nuthin... plz stay away... so i could get better day by day.....

after all this ... i sed to myself .."welcome to the world"...

this is life.. n people are cold.. no feeling, no emotion.. nuthing.....

....n i m the only one who thinks that this is a pure world.....

..but i m wrong.....so wrong.

 

 


Saturday, July 23, 2005

sum-one say i m so Low-B.... by thinkin myself is so High-B....

 

 

well, actually i m ... \

 

High-B Yin ------> Low-B Yin -----> piece of shit..

is that better???


trust or not??

i remember the  first min i thought the game was over ,i was so happy, cant believe myself that i actually can do it.... was thinking how much time n effort i spend on this...at last i can get wat i want n waiting for...

but it was ONLY a dream... i wake up in tears.. thinking if it was my fault at first,, if i didnt involve in this game then may b i would live happier n it wouldnt end up like this.. but its too late noe.. the game was over.. i did not win... noe i just hanging there... i cant turn bak...no one can help me anymore.. i just have to stand up here on my own.. lookin at the other side how they celebrate ... my heart hurts... i dunno wat i wannna do or should do... y does it have to b me??? y cant i b in a game that is less painful... noe i lost but i cant get out of this game... theres no way out.. just have to stand there n wait in pain.... dunno how long it could b... no matter how many times i fell.. i just have to stand up again on my own.. telling myself that i wont fall again..i have to believe in faith....

but faith seems wasnt around me anymore.. it disappear slowly.. at last just have to tell myself thats my destiny.



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